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Oftentimes I wonder: Which job should I apply for? One that represents me? Or one that makes me money? Can a person have both? And if so, how do you find it? I think this has something to do with confidence- to not flinch. To not just take anything for money, and to not work in your field for free. Right now I am a librarian at Beachwood Charter as my day job- there are a lot of noisy girls. And I am finishing college as a design student in the evenings. Does it make sense? Yes! The girls feed me somehow. Creatively, I mean. Right now I am looking at a spider web in my garden. It’s magical and perfect- concentrical circles reflecting in the evening sun. I want to show this to the girls immediately. See- this is what I mean.
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